My friends are leaving today. I am so sad
honestly, I just want someone to cuddle me and play with my hair
I am TERRIFIED to go out to the bars tonight. It has been one week today. One week. No wonder I had such a hard time last night. I need to enjoy this. My body image is terrible. I don’t want to be seen. But I need to go out. I need to be social. I can’t be afraid, but I am.